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Return to Self Camino

Walk El Camino.
Return to Yourself.

BY CARMEN BALACIANU

July 6 – July 19
Porto, Portugal to Santiago de Compostela, Spain

Some calls come quietly.
Others arrive as a deep pull on the heart and soul.

If you feel something is calling

Return to Self Camino

Walk El Camino. Return to Yourself.

BY CARMEN BALACIANU

July 6 – July 19
Porto, Portugal to Santiago de Compostela, Spain

Some calls come quietly.
Others arrive as a deep pull on the heart and soul.

If you feel something is calling

Where the journey inward begins

The Call

Some journeys begin quietly and stay with you for years.

In 2003, while living in the United States, I chose to spend a summer studying abroad in Spain. It was my first time there, and something in me shifted in a way I could not yet articulate. Surrounded by the depth of history and devotion woven into the land, I felt a quiet recognition. When I first learned about El Camino, I knew I would one day walk it. Not as a tourist passing through, but as a pilgrim walking with intention.


In 2023, I walked a portion of the Portuguese Camino. The rhythm of each day. The simplicity. The way walking strips life down to what is essential. Something in me softened and strengthened at the same time. I left with a promise to myself that I would return.


At first, I planned to walk alone. Then a different call began to emerge. The idea of guiding this as a retreat came quietly, almost inconveniently. I resisted it. It felt bigger than what I had done before. I have guided many retreats, spaces of transformation, healing, and leadership recalibration. But never one that unfolds through daily movement. Never one where the path itself becomes the teacher.

And over time, I began to understand why. More and more, I found myself sitting with leaders who were at a threshold. Burned out. Questioning. Successful on the outside, yet quietly searching for something deeper. They did not need another model or strategy.


They needed space.
They needed time.

They needed a container strong enough to hold silence and honest truth.

 

EL CAMINO BECOMES THE TEACHER

Imagine this...

Each day becomes a sanctuary.
Each step, a dialogue with your truest self.

 Your mind quiets.
Your body softens.
Conversations become real instead of strategic.

You speak honestly, without performing.

You make decisions from clarity instead of stress.

You walk each day, not to achieve, but to surrender and be guided.

WHY NOW?

Sacred Timing

In Tibetan Buddhist and Hindu traditions, 2026, the Year of the Fire Horse is considered spiritually significant, and pilgrimage during a Year of the Horse is said to amplify intention and merit. In the Christian tradition, 2027 will be a Holy Year, when the number of pilgrims will rise dramatically and the routes will be crowded. 2026 feels like a rare window.

A powerful year, yet still spacious enough for reflection.

This retreat was not built from a marketing plan. It grew from a promise I made to myself. From a longing that has lived in me since 2003. From a quiet sense that I am being asked to step further into service.

Leading this pilgrimage stretches me as well. And that is how I know it is real.

If something in you feels stirred by this, perhaps the call is not only mine.

Perhaps it is yours too.

A SACRED INVITATION

The Becoming That Awaits You

This July, you are invited onto a sacred pilgrimage along the Portuguese Coastal Camino, from Porto, Portugal to Santiago de Compostela, Spain, walking the most ancient path of the Camino de Santiago, opening a space for deep transformation and stepping fully into authentic being.

Pilgrimage has always been a path of awakening.
Not through effort, but through presence.
Not through force, but through alignment.

Each step becomes a conversation with what is ready to shift.
Each day a quiet return to truth.

This is a journey of walking yourself home.
This is not an escape or a tour.

But as a living, embodied journey, creating space for deep transformation, nervous system restoration, and the courage to step fully into authentic being.

If these words awaken something within you, know that it is no coincidence. El Camino calls only those ready to hear its invitation.

You won't leave as the same person

"From Porto to Santiago, we walk not to escape life - but to return to it aligned, clear, and sovereign.

A moving retreat along the edge of the ocean.​

Why this journey, why now?

You might be here if

You’ve achieved much, yet something deeper is quietly calling. Ask yourself:

Does success feels heavy instead of fulfilling?
Are you carrying too much responsibility?
Does you strategy no longer brings clarity or ease?
Is a new chapter asking to emerge?

Sometimes, the clearest answers come not at a desk,
but with each step forward.

Trust the Inner Calling.
Begin the Inner Work

This pilgrimage is more than a walk along the Portuguese Coastal route of the Camino de Santiago.

It is an intimate, high-touch group immersion, a powerful coaching journey woven into the rhythm of El Camino.

We walk.
We inquire.
We reflect.
We integrate.

Each day combines guided coaching, honest dialogue, and embodied practice within a carefully held container.

There is something about walking 20 kilometers a day that makes honesty easier. Transformation here is not theoretical.
It is lived, step by step.

Trust the Inner Calling.
Begin the Inner Work

This pilgrimage is more than a walk along the Portuguese Coastal route of the Camino de Santiago.

It is an intimate, high-touch group immersion, a powerful coaching journey woven into the rhythm of El Camino.

We walk.
We inquire.
We reflect.
We integrate.

Each day combines guided coaching, honest dialogue, and embodied practice within a carefully held container.

There is something about walking 20 kilometers a day that makes honesty easier. Transformation here is not theoretical.
It is lived, step by step.

An ancient path to discovery

For centuries, pilgrims have walked this ancient path seeking clarity, healing, and renewal.

The rhythm of walking.
The sound of the ocean.
The simplicity of each step.

Something shifts when we walk with intention.

Over these days, we will journey from Porto to Santiago de Compostela, guided not only by the trail, but by inner truth.

This Journey Is for You If You are Ready To:

Release what no longer serves you

Old identities, expectations, and ways of leading that no longer fit

Reclaim your inner authority

Trusting your truth over external validation

Lead from presence, not force

Moving from effort and control into clarity and alignment

Step into alignment with your highest purpose

Allowing the next chapter to emerge naturally

A Step BY STep PILGRAMAGE

What makes this different

Most retreats add coaching to a holiday.
This journey integrates coaching into a living, breathing pilgrimage.

During The
Camino Experience

Each day is intentionally designed as a sacred arc, creating space for deep, embodied transformation rather than surface inspiration

Your experience includes:
  • Morning rituals of breathwork, gentle movement, and meditation.
  • 12-24 km of mindful walking
  • Daily luggage transport so you walk light and unburdened
  • Nourishing breakfasts and curate group dinners
  • Guided daily theme for inner inquiry and integration
  • Evening coaching circles within an intimate, carefully held group
  • Intentional silence woven with honest, meaningful conversation
  • Gentle 1:1 coaching touchpoints along the way.
 

Walking becomes the method. Presence becomes the teacher. 

El Camino becomes the container.
Transformation unfolds naturally, steadily, and from within.  

After the Camino,
Returning Transformed

This is not a temporary high, it is a lasting recalibration.

Because this journey is embodied, not intellectual, the shifts integrate at a nervous system level.

Journaling along the way helps insights deepen, while integration group coaching calls afterward provide space to reflect, process, and go deeper.

You are held not only by me, but by the group a, container of peers witnessing and supporting each other.

You leave with:

  • Deep inner clarity
  • Grounded authority
  • Renewed trust in your own timing
  • Leadership rooted in presence, not force
  • Courage to move toward what is truly aligned

You don’t just complete a pilgrimage. You complete a chapter, stepping into the next one, integrated, aligned, and fully yourself.  

Everything you need to know.

The Journey Arc

You may choose to walk a portion of El Camino or the full pilgrimage, each path offers profound transformation.  

Part I — Coastal Initiation | 6–14 July
Porto – Vigo (8 days)

Release • Nervous system reset • Letting go

Ocean paths and spacious landscapes support emotional release, clarity and the softening of old patterns.

Part II — Inner Path | 13–19 July
Vigo -Santiago de Compostela (6 days)

Embodiment • Meaning • Completion

As the route turns inward, so does the journey — toward integration, presences and grounded leadership. 

Final Integration in Santiago

  • Arrival in silence
  • Cathedral ritual
  • Celebration dinner
  • Integration day for embodiment

And as a special touch, a surprise experience in Santiago awaits, curated to honor the culmination of your journey.  

You don’t just finish El Camino.
You arrive transformed, with clarity, alignment, and a deeper connection to yourself.

Led by Carmen BALAcianu

Guided by El Camino

Join Me

I will be guiding this journey, holding a sacred space for deep personal transformation and embodied leadership.

My work is rooted in:

Authentic presence
Inner authority
Feminine wisdom & grounded power
Sacred structure for real transformation
I do not push
I invite
I do not fix
I hold the mirror

You are not coming to change who you are.
You are coming to remember, reclaim, and step fully into your own truth

The becoming that awaits you on the path

Retreat Details

Dates: July 6th – July 19th, 2026
Route: Portuguese Coastal Camino
Start: Porto, Portugal Finish: Santiago de Compostela, Spain
Group Size: Intimate & carefully selected

Included:

Before the Journey
Personal preparation calls
Preparation resources

During the Journey
Daily coaching & facilitation
Morning rituals
Evening coaching circles
Somatic grounding practices
Boutique accommodations (single room, private bathroom)
Breakfasts & dinners
Personalized journal
Luggage transfer (1 suitcase up to 20kg)
Pilgrim’s passport
Travel & activity insurance

After the Journey
Post-retreat integration call
Optional 1:1 follow-up session

Accommodation details, investment, and preparation guidance will be shared during your discovery call.

This is a premium, curated sacred journey.

Application Process

Because depth and group safety matter, this is an application-based retreat.

Step 1 — Submit Interest
Step 2 — Short conversation
Step 3 — Confirm participation

We select for readiness, not status.

Are your ready to start your journey?

"This pilgrimage becomes a mirror,
revealing who you truly are."

EXPRESS YOUR INTEREST

Final Invitation

If you feel the pull…
know that not everyone is called.

For the few who are, this journey can become a true turning point.

If something within you whispers, quiet but certain…
trust it.

Submit your interest or request more details.

Spots are limited.

The journey begins long before the first step.